2011

I woke up at about 5am plus to text Yi Kai about a nightmare and took a cab to east coast to meet him there. Had a hard time climbing over the giant rock along the coast. Saw a giant silver fish on top of pit. A damned hotel. Nothing like a sky scraper. Not that we have any here. Felt sleepy cuz' it was so comfortably windy. We sat there for some time. Not sure how long. We talked. I talked mostly. We talked about the things we wanted to do... the things we haven't done. About what we could do next year (...now). What we can do to change our lives. Our (my) fears.

Killed the rain. There was no rain. Went to mac's for breakfast. I had a bit of the hashbrown and he ate pancakes. Parted ways. Got home. Checked my phone every minute or so. Overreacting when I don't get new texts. Calling someone. Talked to Jas. Listed down my new year resolutions. Scoffed at my psch textbook. Changed my clothes. Kept changing clothes. Called Jas again. Got honest. Did my eyes. Went out to meet my cousin Mel at Serangoon. Took a cab to clarke quey. Had dinner at the satay club with her friends. Drank one glass of tiger. Squeezed our way to le noir. Stood there with my purple drink. Shrinne got here. Wondered why they were playing old school music. Semi-danced till new years. Still sober. Always sober. Went to tcc. Sat there and drank coffee. Stared at the studpid fireworks.

Walked to waterloo street and took a cab home. Showered and jumped into my bed. Before running to my mum's room to sleep next to her.

There was no nightmare this time.

I need a good year.