you cradle me

two months to go...

17.

I want to tell you... how i Feel.

friendship is amazing

Have you ever said something and regret immediately after? That happened to me all week... I duno if that's a feeble attempt to try to get closer to someone of if its just me seeking attention... I get this crazy notion that if I actually share a bit of my feelings with somebody else, they'd get taste a bit of my life as well. (see what i mean when i say i can be selfish??)

Thing is... now that you know... why don't you laugh?

Why don't you take this opportunity to stand tall and proud with your fingers pointing accusingly at my direction.... jeering.

You don't mind me displaying a portion of my vulnerable spirit?

And you look upon me with that amazing smile of yours to say... It's ok. Everything will turn out fine.

You hold me tight.

Baby, you love me that much?

lifestyle of the rich and beautiful

You know what? I don't even have the guts to write about it!

For my whole life... I've been chasing dreams. For a long time, I thought I was formidable. There was nothing I couldn't do, nothing i couldn't learn. I am (was) very idealistic and hopelessly in love with passion. I would do anything to get what I wanted.

It is not fair, really. To have my childhood robbed from me... I was so
very young. And so very weak...

Why... why do I still believe!?

Fuck it all! I'm only human...